Well life is still moving lke a rollercoaster. I feel like things happen and im not even aware of it till its passed. Then I think... maybe I could have handled it differently. Oh well.

Ive learned recently a lot. About who I am. Who I like to be around. Im pretty much over a lot. Ive decided im okay with the few people who remain in my life. I still feel dissapointment. I still see through the bullshit... but i'm deciding more to make mental notes then scream at the top of my lungs what an asshole people are. Also, less surprised! haha.  Besides Ive learned to just not care.

It used to hurt me... people not caring about my son or I. Then I thought their loss!! Friends who aren't there... means they aren't good friends. Maybe they are and they just dont care about you. Maybe you rub them the wrong way. Well Ive decided to treat people as if they are all strangers. Keep walking! I don't care if i've known you for 10 years. You treat me like shit, you're on the other side of the wall.